Wednesday, October 16, 2019

compulsive cleaning~written in June 2019 neglected to publish : /


I'm not generally a neat person but I do like a certain sense of order. After my world got blown open in a way it can't undo things started happening. 
Out out damn spot

One of them was this odd compulsion to clean clean clean.
I think many of us get this cleaning compulsion.

Seems obvious that symbolically we are cleaning the  un-needed extra weight from our lives. Cleaning away all the other things that generate unnecessary energy.

On the day's I get sucked back into the vortex of only being able to clean I know my mind is cleaning unnecessary crap out too. 
It's weird, early on I was shedding people and possessions like flies. Filling truckloads of stuff and hauling it away....but not only that , things I didn't realize were unnecessary or had energies in them I wasn't aware of started losing themselves. A mirror fell off the wall, I knew intuitively at once it wasn't a 7 years bad luck thing but there was something in it that didn't need to be in the house.

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