compulsive cleaning~written in June 2019 neglected to publish : /

I'm not generally a neat person but I do like a certain sense of order. After my world got blown open in a way it can't undo things started happening. 

Out out damn spot

One of them was this odd compulsion to clean clean clean.

I think many of us get this cleaning compulsion.

Seems obvious that symbolically we are cleaning the  un-needed extra weight from our lives. Cleaning away all the other things that generate unnecessary energy.

On the day's I get sucked back into the vortex of only being able to clean I know my mind is cleaning unnecessary crap out too. 

It's weird, early on I was shedding people and possessions like flies. Filling truckloads of stuff and hauling it away....but not only that , things I didn't realize were unnecessary or had energies in them I wasn't aware of started losing themselves. A mirror fell off the wall, I knew intuitively at once it wasn't a 7 years bad luck thing but there was something in it that didn't need to be in the house.

The Tattoo Gods~written in June 2019 neglected to publish : /

I'm an artist. Multimedia, love working with my hands.
For 13 years while my kids were growing up I was a tattoo artist to support them. Key words, to support them.

Being a misfit you'd think the miscreant misfit world of tattoo might have been a comfy zone.
Not so's you'd notice.
There are Tattoo Gods.
They must be appeased.
The Tattoo Gods test you all the time. They say if you're in it for the money you'll never make it. It's a male dominated pecking order too.

The tattoo Gods tolerated me. I was there for the income but with pure intentions. My tattoos were inconsistent and I had issues absorbing energy from the clients.

If it was a cool piece and a cool person with good skin it was always bad ass. If I hated it sometimes I still nailed it. If the person was obnoxious, usually during the course of the tattoo I would see and feel their humanity and love them like a neighbors dog. (in a good way).
It was weird and no one had a full explanation for the weirdness and there are magical people in the tattoo community.
The tattoo world is a melting pot for subcultures. Think about it, every subculture has particular markings, costumes, uniforms, paradigms etc.

Tennessee Kitten in Manhattan~written in June 2019 neglected to publish : /

I sold a kitten to a lady in Manhattan .I was so worried about one of my babies living in the belly of the beast!
Oh she was a nice lady, she and her dad met me in VA.
Soon after she got back to New York, a transponder exploded in Manhatten causing a huge blue explosion that made headlines for a couple days .
Yeah, I shoulda had more faith, that little furry ball of love was kinda like a pop rocket shining forth .

A Foot In Two World's revisited -written in June 2019 neglected to publish : /

Hey y'all.  What do you think of this idea that's been ruminating around my head for a few years......

This idea was inspired by a few popular reality TV shows about off grid living that featuring off gridders etc.

Where I live in the southern Appalachian mountains there is a network of people with alternative lifestyles that are technically no where near off grid but also no where near ordinary either. These are the people ignored though they form a substantial part of the subculture.

I imagined a book titled A Foot In Two World's. Just something kicking around but too energy and time consuming to actually do.
But..... What about video interviews instead? Hmmm. What about that? A sub series on my YouTube channel. Idk
if it's technically possible with YouTube alone for an interview to happen in two locations. Haven't paid attention to the technical aspect of other things that are similar. I know about Zoom rooms, they can be expensive and some diddly side amusement isn't worth a financial investment to me.
Idle speculation.

What do you two think?

Medicines

Plant based medicine for biological multidimensional entities, chemical based medicine for enslaved apocalyptic entities.

Yup and the wild part is there is a choice and that's what's being suppressed, if a slave knows there is a choice there will no longer be a slave. 

What a conundrum.

Why I don't trust politicians

I don't trust politicians. Any of them. Smaller government can be closer to ideals, but even them. I'll tell you why.

In my time spent with the rainbow family, a temporary intentional microcosm isolated from society for periods of a few weeks at a time, I've participated in council's and food runs.
Food runs are trips to the nearby grocery outlets for supplies funded by magic hat money. The money is donated in good faith and lists are made and people launched. Mostly it does go for higher good as it's supposed to.

But occasionally I have witnessed individuals, usually some one in a focalizer role, misappropriate funds. Things like so & so got a case of soda and stashed it in their tent.
The point being, these people, drawn together by love and repelled by ordinary society called Babylon, fall prey to greed even in this kind of setting. Remember it seems focalizers have been known to do this either on the sly or bluntly defying challenge.

I'm sure you've seen this on small personal scale, church events the pecking order. Any group will be subject to these faultings of the human condition.
So......you see where I'm going with this. People who can access funds to stash in their savings or invest in stocks. People who can grab more than a case of soda do.

This makes secrets and skeletons in closets and back room deals and bribery and all the other things power brings.
Perhaps absolute power currupts absolutely, but a little bit of power brings a little bit of temptation with it.
Some pass the test some do not.

We don't know what's going on with these people unless we are a fly on every wall they are in. How can we make any kind of informed choice when all the information that trickles down to us, the masses is tweaked by spin doctors and every media person with an agenda? Every one has an agenda, or two.

This. This is simply why I don't trust politicians. If my analogy is lost to you, further expounding won't help so I'ma gonna leave it here.