Black Sheep

Being the black sheep means I resisted the family programming. For whatever reason just couldn't. That led the programmers to attempt to hammer in the programming even harder but it still didn't fit, the hammering just caused trauma. So measuring my pain against another's like you're not supposed to do, I surmise my trauma greater/different than siblings who didn't make a living out of bucking the system. Or is their trauma greater because they chose to conform and that in itself is a chronic trauma, imho. Namaste 🙏